u wear my skin

u
wear
my
skin
so
sweet
ly
these
caramel
ized
tiny
deaths
are
extreme
ly
tas
ty

every // day // with // u // is // dia // de // los // muertos

I want to be

I want to be an ant. It travels a certain path.
It comes and goes, goes and comes. It lives to serve --
a part of a whole.
It’s connected by chemical // by the unseen.
Its life fundamental // elemental.
It’s an essential part of a colony
but nothing
without the sum.

I saw an ant. Its pinchers ready to attack.
Only 2 segments of an ant.
Its head splayed // lifted to the sun.
How glorious was your death?
How perfect // beautiful // important.

I want to be
the ferocious ant that soldiered-up
and died on the lawn.
Its antennae vibrating //
harmonic // converging //
connected
to the unseen __

This day // Sunday // June 1st,
I want to be the dark ant
that’s led me down a certain path
that disappears into the earth
and marches to an octave
that rocks a cosmic tune //
stirs dust that settles on the dead
and unlocks a universal truth --

I want to be the ferocious ant
that soldiered-up and faced the unseen.
Its antennae vibrating in death,
in tune with the universe,
connected to the colony,
connected to me.

I want to be an ant __

Leave Me

leave me

my tequila & cigars

let me blow rings
around the moon
& sing her
old man songs.

u

u

were
chimes
creating
beautiful music
in
violent wind

i

i
am
caught
between
earth & moon
carpenter & burning bush
at my age
it's
a predicament
to find
self
in
the
surf & tide

Seven Words

Seven words

a woman should never say
to her man --

They attack
like arthritis
gnarl hands and feet.

A housewife removes her husband’s shoes and says,
“I love you husband.”

He says, “Better these four words than the seven words
you should never say to your man.”

When She Surrendered Her Body To The Flame

At night,

when mother lay with father,

when the Earth moved away,

I could hear the crinkle of sacred leaves

as she prayed.

Her whispered words flashed

to an infinite point.

Her supplication was long into the night,

and the fading hush blended

with the thick honey drip of His presence --

texturing my mother’s sighs.

The woven hands of two lovers 

caught every drip,

drop,

drip.

A while,

a while --

she began again.

Always twice. A vow to the Spirit.

(When she was eight, in Brundage, Texas,

by the Rio Nueces, the moon in her pocket,

in the basin of the Big Dipper,

she faced Barbas de Oro.

her soul fluttered, but she was resolute,

and she waited. 

And it came.

A stream beyond the Milky Way --

a gentle

flow,

gentle.

She drank deeply, tasted the space of her being,

and understood her journey’s end.)

And so, she spoke in many tongues,

and flames danced above her head,

and lit our house for the world to see.

My father, always there,

warmed

his hands,

warmed.

She was a grand warrior in the Kingdom of the Ghost.

When she surrendered her body to the flame,

the incense of her love remained in the fumes

of her family’s lives.

There was no resounding gong,

no clanging cymbal,

no moving mountain,

only the remains of faith, hope, and love --

but the greatest of these

was her love.

And so, when the Earth moves away,

when the feathery bliss of tomorrow

fluffs my dreams,

I catch my breath,

trying to discern the angel tongue.

My supplication is long in the night --

a while,

a while,

I begin again.